Dark period of my soul

I cry
I cry when I go to sleep
I cry when I wake up
I cry when I think of the times spent together
It really met something, you cant deny it.

I sleep
I sleep coz I don’t want be to awake
I sleep coz I want to run away from haunting memories
I sleep coz I want to forget the pain I am going through
It really hurts, you cant deny it

I run
I run away from confrontations with you
I run away from the fact that it is over
I run away from reality
It really is inane, you cant deny it

I crib
I crib to my friends about life
I crib to god for not being fair
I crib to myself for being in this state
It really doesn’t help, you can’t deny it

I hate
I hate your presence around me
I hate the mere mention of your name
I hate that you are happy not being with me
It really doesn’t matter to you, you cant deny it

But …..

I hope
I hope for this pain to go away
I hope for happier times
I hope you will be out of my mind
It really is possible, you cant deny it

I believe
I believe that all this is not worth it
I believe I will start living for myself again
I believe that I will move on
It really is just a dark period of my soul, you cant deny it.