Thursday, July 19, 2007

Last Cry

In a matter of months life has taken a drastic turn. I have never been so hurt. There are no scars to show, no one to blame. Its painful to be left behind. I thrive on my friends and they are all gone. They went out one by one...Anand, Ram, Rohit..followed by Rajesh and Chikka...then it was the ladies, Gouri & Nabila, who left me behind with memories and then finally Chandan & Gautam. I feel so alone. There are so many people around and people that I like and have a conversation with but without these people around life doesnt make sense. They talk to me and hear me out but dont understand things that we undertood just by looking at each other. And the sadest thing is that i know that will never come back. never ever. All of us together. I could never handle being alone. Think I will never. So this is the last time I am crying, tonight, for memories, time that we were 'WE' coz "WE' is not a possibility anymore.

2 comments:

The Nebulous One said...

Dear Pallo,

I'm not sure what can make you feel better right now - the whole 'WE' thing hits pretty hard when it happens.

Is it any consolation to tell you that 'WE' get together whenever 'WE' can? The next big event for all of us, as far as i can see, is your wedding. Remember, Chandan with his dhoti tied high and you yelling at him? :D

Hugs and kisses,
N.

Chandan said...

well life would be great if we could have everybody we like around us. but unfortunately everyone has to leave someday or the other. what remains is memories to cherish.